I hate MIA

I hate it when I have to go call the person instead when he comes back from holiday. Shouldn't there at least be a brief courtesy call to inform you the other half you're back from a trip safe? No, apparently not this time cos I messaged to no reply and have to end up calling him and he just told me "Oh I was just about to call you" and when I asked what time did the flight touched down, it's " It's about an hour ago"

What the fuck? It takes more than an hour to call someone??

I don't mean to be annoying and uptight about this calling matters but then sorry, I have had really bad experience with a fucking asshole who just didn't quite call back after his fucking golfing trip in Thailand and where's my current beau just off to just this weekend? Thailand too. Now you can't blame me for over-reacting cos I had it real bad the last time and it's almost like a brain muscle memory thing to jump into an angry defensive mode when I hear nothing from him.

I'm angry and I find it impossible to calm down and I feel like crying too. Fucking hell. Even when he told me he missed me, it's all bulls cos if he really did, he would have call me first thing he touched down. Fucking hell!